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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2004|04:30 pm]
Saki Hanamori
Boring boring boring. Got to talk to Matt, though. That was a bit better then being stuck in here alone. Even if stupid Ravi DID come along and interrupt what was kinda a nice conversation with his usual pointless, inane rambling. And then wouldn't go away, even when Matt did. Can you imagine, he was trying to make me say something NICE about Torsten and Ren? AS IF THERE IS ANYTHING NICE ABOUT THEM. I have no time for losers like that, unless I'm like...ruining their lives in some way.

I can't WAIT to see what that pathetic moron Torsten tries to exact on Riu and I. It'll be fun to fuck him up in "self defense". Because god knows he wants so desperately to protect his dear girlfriend. Wants so desperately to be a hero.

But I don't think there can be any heroes around here.
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(no subject) [Jul. 11th, 2004|09:02 pm]
Saki Hanamori
Riu and I had fun today. ::grins:: Stupid Ren had it coming, she deserved every second of it. Rika's next. And then Seiki, I hate him so much. He has so little authority round here it's hilarious. The other scientists all hate him too. ::giggle::

I'm sure Ren's hair will grow back. And her spine will righten. One day. Riu's a genius.

Oh, it's my birthday tomorrow. I don't want anyone to remember, honestly, although I know Riu will. 19. That's nothing, really. All my other birthdays we've had to have cake, and it's just so contrived and stupid. I don't want to share anything with the rest of them, except Riu. I don't want the rest of them to pretend to want to celebrate. A birthday is nothing, because I could just as easily die tonight, if I wanted to.
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2004|11:58 am]
Saki Hanamori
So Saint Saki had to explain the word "fuck" to poor little Ren. I've been laughing about it ever since. I mean...come on, she's eighteen. Not only does she LOOK ten, she thinks ten, I guess.

Sometimes, the goddamn stupid naivety of everyone here makes me want to die. Seriously.
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(no subject) [Jun. 20th, 2004|09:09 am]
Saki Hanamori
[mood |bitchybitchy]

Reinbach said if I was good he'd bring Leon back. As if I believe him. That man...I've never felt such hatred. Not even for the rest of the morons around here.

Speaking of morons, I was nice to Torsten today. I don't know why. Sakura told me to. He wants to fuck Ren. ::shudder:: How terrible.

Chelsea must have told Reinbach about Sakura speaking to me, because he pulled me up on it today. I always think he's going to rape me when he gets me alone. Ugh. Well, anyway, I didn't mention anything important. Those lie detectors are so, so easy to fool. Especially when you have Sakura on your side...you know, Reinbach told me Sakura was insane. How stupid. But then again, he thinks I'm insane, so there's clearly something wrong with him.

And back to the subject of Torsten...apparently he saw everything I ever did with Leon. That makes my insides squirm.
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(no subject) [Jun. 6th, 2004|07:25 pm]
Saki Hanamori
[mood |amusedamused]

Hmmph. So, Katja Helmfried dared talk to me as if I was less than her. Like that's even fucking possible. I could have killed her. I restrained myself. If I had a conscience I'd hope her head was okay. Shame, shame.

I was supposed to explain my motives to Reinbach? The only motives I have are the ones he makes me have. Funny how he skirts round any possible discussion on what he's trying to do.

Also funny how scared of me everyone is. I don't think fully grown men should be scared of a little girl like me, somehow. I don't think they should be scared of me, but it's not as if I don't relish it all the same.
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2004|04:26 am]
Saki Hanamori
[mood |infuriatedinfuriated]

ARGH, these people. That slimy little moron Torsten has been BOTHERING me all day, he won't leave me alone and I don't know WHY. He doesn't even want to get out of here. He's so weird.

And as usual those brainless scientists don't even NOTICE so they don't do anything. Typical, when half of them take more pills than even we get forced to take. I am sick to death of everyone and everything here.

And to make matters worse, when I went to my room tonight they'd taken my books and TV away again, and locked the door before I could do anything about it. I'm going to kill them all, but when I find out who did this I'll make them wish they'd never been born. I'll make them envy their dead families.

Because all your families are dead, you know. They were stupid enough to want to hold onto you all so they had to be killed. Truth hurts, doesn't it.
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2004|09:07 pm]
Saki Hanamori
Hmmph. So. Those morons in charge of the Project have got us all writing journals, have they? So they can monitor everything we're thinking even more, I bet. I'm not as stupid as everyone else here, you know.

It's funny. I've spent the last ten years of my life with all of these people...but I feel nothing for any of them. The only thing these days I feel is my mind slipping away, and that's all the Project's fault...if they'd left me alone...if they hadn't taken me from my parents and my home...I'd be okay. I'd be a normal girl.

I'm going to kill them all.
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